Half A Body

Just half a body and not happy with my half.

A hard/smart worker, I work and sacrifice to be good and to make things better, but some how, it seems, in my own life, I am going backwards instead of forwards.

I know where I want to be. I can feel and see it. I want to do all these wonderful things and am doing them but, it seems none of them work out for me. I am there for others but, who is there for me?

I feel somehow, I am half a body and if I could just meet the other half every little thing is going to be alright.

I am meeting new people, new hopes and dreams, but too quickly the relationships go nowhere. They are my problem and I am theirs. We want the same things but, it seems we are on different tracks to get them. We do not work together well. We just do not understand and fail to satisfy each others needs, but often we pretend we do.

My resources are limited, patience short and I am getting older by the second. I feel I don't even have time for "green bananas".

I do my very best to sort things out, bring them to the table, and again, another brick wall. Who cares? I don't need you and you don't need me.

There are so many things I can do to take my focus off me, but that doesn't ease my pain.

Hold on...Could it be, I am trying too hard or making things more complicated than they really are.

Remember, life goes on, I am just half-a-body and there is only so much I can do. To be a complete in body, I need a somebody who understands and wants to go where I want to go. At the right time, that somebody will come alone. So, do not worry.

Thank God for the somebodies in your life. Good or bad, long or short, they helped you get where you are and if not any more, at one time they made you whole.

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